“I did not acknowledge myself, and everybody round me did not acknowledge who I used to be,” says the actor, who has been open about his BPD prognosis, whereas additionally sharing why he would not put the “blame” on his prescription treatment on the time.
Lukas Gage is opening up about his marriage ceremony to now-ex-husband Chris Appleton, together with ideas on the nuptials being televised on The Kardashians.
Throughout a current look on the Not Skinny However Not Fats podcast, the actor revealed whether or not he “regrets” that his marriage ceremony to Appleton was proven on the Hulu collection, whereas reflecting on his short-lived relationship and six-month marriage to the celeb hairstylist and Kim Kardashian’s BFF.
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Gage, 30, and Appleton, 42, tied the knot in April 2023 after solely two months of courting, with their Las Vegas nuptials being documented on an episode of The Kardashians in November 2023, which dropped only some days after the couple break up, and Appleton’s subsequent divorce submitting. As proven in images posted from the ceremony, and within the episode of the Hulu collection, Gage and Appleton rocked matching fur jackets and leather-based pants, whereas Kim, who officiated the marriage, wore a skin-tight lace-up gown.
When Not Skinny However Not Fats host Amanda Hirsch requested Gage, “Do you ever want you hadn’t’ –,” the Euphoria star chimed in, ending her query, “gotten married on The Kardashians?”
“Yeah, however no regrets,” he stated, earlier than including, “I discovered a lot [from] it.”
After Hirsch jokingly poked enjoyable at his and Appleton’s marriage ceremony appears, the podcast host took on a extra severe tone, noting that as somebody who “knew” and “love[s]” Gage, watching the episode of The Kardashians — and seeing his habits at his marriage ceremony — was sudden.
“It is like, knock, knock. The place are you?” she stated.
Gage — who has been open about his struggles with borderline persona dysfunction (BPD) — replied, “I do not know who that particular person is. There’s a very loopy method that, generally, we go about prescribing folks treatment, and I can joke about it, and have humility and chuckle about it … no matter, it is a good story.”
When requested if his treatment was the “motive” behind the nuptials, Gage stated, “Look, I am not gonna put the blame on that. There was part of me that was in love or felt like he was in love, and completely satisfied, and simply going with the circulation — or thought he was completely satisfied and going with the circulation. However there was one other a part of me that, I did not acknowledge myself, and everybody round me did not acknowledge who I used to be.”
Gage and Appleton first went public with their romance in February 2023 throughout a visit to Mexico, solely to get engaged only a few weeks earlier than their Vegas marriage ceremony that April.
After solely six months of marriage, Appleton filed for divorce in November 2023. In keeping with docs obtained by TMZ on the time, Appleton cited “irreconcilable variations” as the explanation for the break up. The previous couple settled their divorce in June 2024
A couple of months earlier than it was settled, Gage known as his transient marriage to Appleton “manic” whereas showing on Watch What Occurs Dwell in March 2024.
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“Manic, completely unhinged,” he instructed host Andy Cohen. “I had a manic episode for six months.”
“I do not know actually what went via my head. However we stay and we be taught,” Gage added.
Appleton broke his silence on his short-lived relationship, marriage, and subsequent divorce from Gage final month throughout an look on Jay Shetty’s On Goal podcast.
“That is the primary time I’ve ever spoke about this. I believe folks have this notion, from social media in all probability, that I’ve it collectively. I work with these wonderful folks, life appears glamorous. So, from the surface it in all probability appears like I obtained all of it collectively,” he instructed Shetty.
“However the fact is, particularly throughout that point, I used to be going via quite a lot of non-public ache, and you then go together with all the net hypothesis half, folks say issues about you, there’s issues within the tabloid and folks have an opinion in your life,” he continued. “That may be extremely intense, particularly while you’re simply making an attempt to take care of issues.”
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He added that it is attainable to “love somebody and there to not be a eternally completely satisfied ending,” explaining that you could nonetheless “be taught a lot from it.” Appleton went on to say that he is “discovered a lot” from any relationship he is been in, together with “what’s necessary to me when it comes to boundaries, when it comes to how I wish to be cherished, how I wish to love” — including, “And that is a ravishing factor as a result of it means you are at all times rising and evolving.”
Appleton additionally instructed Shetty that “shifting quick would not at all times imply you are reckless,” saying that, in his thoughts, it additionally “means you are hopeful.”
“And I believe any relationship I’ve ever been into, I’ve gone into with an open coronary heart. And I’ve no regrets about that,” he added. “I’d quite love and fall than to by no means really feel something in any respect. And I believe I would quite expertise one thing and really feel alive than to by no means put my foot out within the water.”
